Thursday, June 23, 2011

Will ever I find a girl friend ? Please answer , long?

I am 16 and in the 9th grade and i am jake . I think I will ever get a girlfriend at all bc i have a speech problem called apraxia that I can not say some words or sounds right and I stutter alot too . I don't talk to alot of girls because of my speech problems and my friends have girlfriends too I am starting to feel upset about it because I am scared of not having a wife and a family because of my stuttering and my apraxia. I have made great improvement on my apraxia since I was little . I play wrestling and I ski and I surf in the summer down near my shore house. I am a nice person to be around and I am funny . I think no girls will ever like me because of this problem I have and I almost cry because of it sometimes people ask me to repeat stuff and I am getting tired of it . I am thinking of suicide sometimes . My twin brother does not have anything wrong and I am the only one in my family that has speech problems and I know no one with any speech problems besides stuttering . My cousins have a gf and one has a bf and my bro has a gf too . Please help me with this Problem that I have . I am talking to someone at school about this .sometimes I get make fun of it for it and I am tired of it and repeating words and stuff for everyone somtimes if I repeat it for them . I feel like I have no friends now but i have alot of friends. I kinda stop talking because of this big problem . I feel like no girls like me and they never will because my speech thing is rare and I feel like no girl will like a guy with a speech problem and stuttering . I am the only one that anyone knows with this speech problem and stuttering . I am scared that I will not ever find a girlfriend and have a family with this apraxia and stuttering because I know no girls will want me because of my problem

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